Sunday, April 20, 2008;
its sho long eversince me && euu blog .
daes past .
ppl chnge .
but my hart doesnt .
sigh .
im getting sho pissed .
_l_
ii dunos whyes euu jus kept on stayed on my mind .
when im trying tuh 4gt euu .
mayb gonna one year relations is rather hard tuh 4gt .
ii dunos .
ii realli wanna force myself somehow tuh clear all those stuffs .
euu owaz been tinking dat ii would be happier when we are seperated .
im nort alrites !
mayb euu did it fer my own good ?
ii jus dunos how tuh let euu understand and noe .
my hart is hurting badly each dae .
all ii could do .
was tuh love euu secretly down in my hart .
ii jus couldnt habe the courage tuh express tuh euu anymores .
or mayb ii shld be contented ?
dat ii once belongs tuh euu .
&& those precious memories are being treasured by me .
ii seriously love euu truly, && wholeheartedly .
would euu noe ?
ii wonder .
shall ii still wait fer euu ?
in the past .
ii used tuh trust all ur words && promises .
now ii doubt it .
mayb im too naive in the past .
tinking dat euu would stay beside me no matter wad happens .
now euu are wid another ger .
hongster again .
._.
puh-lease lorhs .
would euu tink dat whether dat ger could love euu sho much like ii do ?
&& euu are causing harm tuh himself .
nort tuh study jus kip hong .
wtf is dis man .
ur retained year osho dowan work hard .
sometimes ii realli feel like giving up .
but ii jus cant brin myself tuh it .
euu seriously don understands me .
ii owaz tried ways tuh stop ourselves from quarreling && misunderstanding .
dhen euu ?
owaz pretend tuh trust or believe me .
mayb im jus a fucker in ur hart .
or worst still .
im nothing .
sigh .
im missing euu badly .
waiting fer ur return .
*-O7O3O8-
Loving you was easy,
losing you was hard.
Loving you is still easy,
but knowing you are no longer mine,
is the hardest of it all .
x/3
11:59 AMY
Friday, March 14, 2008;
♥__if a girl cried for u__♥If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore...If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life; if you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore...A girl wont cry easily, Except infront of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak...A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego.Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you .please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life.When she cry rite in front of you,when she cry bcoz of you, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain nhurt she's feeling? Think...Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity, Infront of you, And bcoz ofyou?She cry not because she is weak, She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,She cry, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside...Guys, Think about it...If a girl cry her heart out 2 you, And all because of you, Its time to look back on wat u have done, Only you will know the answer to it.Do consider it. Coz one day....It may be too late for regrets,It may be too late to say "im sorry".Maybe in your life, she's the only one that truly love you the most.
9:39 AMY
Wednesday, March 12, 2008;
did slpt ytd nite .do sho much fer him .he don even gibe a dam lurhs .sighh .ii dunos wad turn him sho cruel .breaking all his promises .hais .sorwie tuh those if ii nort attending camp .enjoy barhs .and belated grats tuh michel's birthdae ytd .sorwie late grats `and all the best fer dearie's ballet exam tmr .jiayoos ger .
ii noe im nth tuh euu anymore .
ii cant chnge ur choice .
8:45 AMY
Tuesday, March 11, 2008;
was msging wid dearie jus now .sighh .camp tmr .ii wont be goin lurhs .though habbe paid fer it .1stly, ii don wanna see anybody .or rather tok tuh anyone .2ndly, ii don habbe the mood tuh go fer camp or wad .jus wanna be alone at home .hais .ii miss him .he broke his promise ...ii habe no idea wad turns him liddat .his becoming more like a stranger tuh me .im simply lost fer words oreadi .ii nid euu .
when are euu returning ?
6:30 PMY
3 daes widout euu .sighh .ii miss those daes .sorwie fer all the trouble ii gave .ii guess its all too late tuh say dis .jus now wad euu said habbe broke my hart .its now unmendable .becus of eu .ii habe been grounded .budden ii din blame euu .its the choice ii habe taken .but ii don understand whyyes euu nid tuh be sho cruel .euu made my tears turn sho worthless .hais .euu broke ur promise ...
ii regret wad ii habe decide .
ii miss euu
6:28 PMY
Thursday, February 28, 2008;
WAHHS !liddat say me .ii osho seldom post at my blog marhs .cus my bro everydae use com .don let me .zzz !hmms .the secret hur .shhh .nth happenedd .LOLLERS .happie happie daes widd bibi !x33333MOOWARKS !` -XIAOling .
7:36 PMY
Sunday, February 24, 2008;
rawr~!
so long neber post lerhs.
mwarkks.
psps.
but eu oso neber post.
rawr.
i tot eu will post lorhs.
make me so dissappointed.
l0ls.
ahahas.
mwarkks.
ahahas.
got something hapen between us.
l0ls.
but kip it as a secret.
l0ls.
SHHHH~~~~~~~~~~
don tell anybody worhs.
mwarhhs.
end here lerhs.
mwarkks.
ILBBF!
11:21 AMY
