its sho long eversince me && euu blog .
daes past .
ppl chnge .
but my hart doesnt .
sigh .
im getting sho pissed .
_l_
ii dunos whyes euu jus kept on stayed on my mind .
when im trying tuh 4gt euu .
mayb gonna one year relations is rather hard tuh 4gt .
ii dunos .
ii realli wanna force myself somehow tuh clear all those stuffs .
euu owaz been tinking dat ii would be happier when we are seperated .
im nort alrites !
mayb euu did it fer my own good ?
ii jus dunos how tuh let euu understand and noe .
my hart is hurting badly each dae .
all ii could do .
was tuh love euu secretly down in my hart .
ii jus couldnt habe the courage tuh express tuh euu anymores .
or mayb ii shld be contented ?
dat ii once belongs tuh euu .
&& those precious memories are being treasured by me .
ii seriously love euu truly, && wholeheartedly .
would euu noe ?
ii wonder .
shall ii still wait fer euu ?
in the past .
ii used tuh trust all ur words && promises .
now ii doubt it .
mayb im too naive in the past .
tinking dat euu would stay beside me no matter wad happens .
now euu are wid another ger .
hongster again .
._.
puh-lease lorhs .
would euu tink dat whether dat ger could love euu sho much like ii do ?
&& euu are causing harm tuh himself .
nort tuh study jus kip hong .
wtf is dis man .
ur retained year osho dowan work hard .
sometimes ii realli feel like giving up .
but ii jus cant brin myself tuh it .
euu seriously don understands me .
ii owaz tried ways tuh stop ourselves from quarreling && misunderstanding .
dhen euu ?
owaz pretend tuh trust or believe me .
mayb im jus a fucker in ur hart .
or worst still .
im nothing .
sigh .
im missing euu badly .
waiting fer ur return .
*-O7O3O8-
Loving you was easy,
losing you was hard.
Loving you is still easy,
but knowing you are no longer mine,
is the hardest of it all .
x/3
